Sunday, December 25, 2011 8:25 AM
POST-CHRISTMAS FEELINGS
Its 12.28AM, 26 December 2011. Christmas has ended.
Im talking to Julia on MSN right now. Only now.
On 25 December 2011, Christmas Day, my favourite season of the year. I did nothing. I woke up at 3.51PM, and watched tv programmes and use the computer and did cross stitching. I felt so sian. I even online-d for the whole day, &&&&&&&&& no one talked to me at all... Its so sad that i have so little friends. *sobs sobs*
In addition to this sad/sian day, my sister (the only family member in Singapore) didnt even spend today with me! She rather spend her Christmas with her boyfriend. I am really very angry and upset. She even left me at home and stay at her boyfriend's house for one day! This means that i was alone, one person with Micky for accompany. It was damn scary :( And somemore, every single day, she goes out with her boyfriend and comes home around 2AM in the morning! Im seriously seriously very very very very angry with her. What is this. They are not even married! And she even say that she miss me so much!!!!!!!! I dont freaking feel it.
I DISLIKE/HATE HER BOYFRIEND ALREADY. (ok, i admit im a little bit biased... OOPS:x)
To add on to this upsetting thing, I didnt really receive a lot of Merry Christmas wishes this year. *sigh* Issit as we grow up we really have lesser friends? HAHAHHA. Okay, my bad actually, i didnt send any out. OKAY, not counted.
This year's christmas celebration really wasnt what i dreamt of. I felt regretful too. My parents called me today, and they told me how they were spending their holidays, it seemed so fun... At that point of time, i wished with all of my heart that i was with them instead of being in Singapore... :(
Ok, i just told Julia i hate my sister's boyfriend. && I just realised, my sister is ZHONG SE QING YOU. OKAY SERIOUSLY. I HAVE MANY GIRLFRIENDS WHO HAVE DONE THIS TO ME, THEY MIGHT NOT KNOW IT, BUT IM TELLING YOU NOW, I HATE THIS! OKAY?! YOU GET IT?!
Hais... I had a talk with Amirul about this before, he asked me a question "Will i still accept them back if they come back?" My answer was yes. So no matter how much i complain ... i will take back my words one day. *sigh*
Yada yada. Byebye peepo. I feel so icky, sad, depressed, frustrated, regretful, upset. Bye.